damn how many times i said i ain’t good enough
nigga maybe you is good enough, u don’t know
don’t mind me, just some late night thirst following
this hits home. i can relate. u overthink it famo, just like me. i been tryin to stop since i was your age. all real bruhs go thru this i guess
man, real talk, you always let a nigga know i ain’t alone. I always think i’m the only one going through something like this. Respect bruh. mad respect
Damn, 4am and I’m thinking about the loser aspects of my life
I wrote that post on wpsw about the guy saying black girls ain’t notice him cuz he was too donald glover and I was said “They probably do notice you, you just don’t expect them to so you don’t notice them noticing you”
I thought about that after I wrote it
I think that’s what I’m doing
I’m always thinking somethings wrong with me, girls don’t notice me or whatever, but what if they do and I’m just to in my feelings to notice? ha, all this attention you all show me on tumblr, be it genuine or y’all just pulling my chain but i know that people do find me interesting or attractive or what have you but I’m always thinking its only on this website and not in the real world but what if it is in the real world
How blind am i to not see any of it, if it is there?
I no people look at me cuz i am good looking, no doubt, but i always think that that’s where it ends. Like what if a girl actually finds me interesting and i just never noticed? What if a girl wanted me to ask them out but i just don’t notice?
Like the girl earlier this semester that i told y’all i thought was trying to get me to notice her but then I was like, nah she just doing it for herself being cute and everything but what if she actually was trying to get me to notice her?? And what if she isn’t the only one?
lmao the semesters basically over though and my class with her already ended. We got our final tomorrow but its online so I’ll probably never see her again. I saw her today on the bus though
I was on the bus, she was walking towards it. I had my bike on the rack and I have this bright lime green bike with blue and yellow wheels and its very noticeable and very recognizable which is the reason i got it (so if it gets stolen I’ll be able to notice it easily because no one else has this kind of bike in this color but i digress) but I could tell that as she was walking past the bus she noticed the bike and it looked like she recognized it. I take my bike to the discussion sessions we have since we’re in the same section so she’s seen me ride it before so what if she got excited when she saw the bike and thought “He must be on that bus right now”
what if girls notice me and like me but i don’t ever notice because i don’t expect them to notice me
I think that’s what’s going on. I’m to clouded i don’t see it in front of my face.
But the semesters over so i missed out yet again
yep, loser aspects of my life are plenty
Trust me, you aren’t missing anything. And that’s from someone that liked the movie.
this album fire though
I haven’t even seen the movie
but I play the Idlewild album non stop
is that your sketch next to your face?
yeah. its creepy, i know